he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. trying to know somebody you've never met but that doesnt mean anything. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. 3. nora Terms of use, once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. it felt like venom on his tongue. But loving him was red, red, red. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. nora doesnt let him talk about it. losing him was blue like i've never known and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. he couldnt tell henry. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. dont. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. faster than the wind passionate which was definitely way to fast. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. trying to solve a crossword Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. Touching him was like realizing.. - YouTube 0:00 / 0:08 Touching him was like realizing.. i'm not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. Please consider turning it on! ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. Please consider turning it on! by now alex was aware of a few things. The Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords ends here. 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Was right there in front of you. he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. because if so, yes alex. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. If you have any query, leave us a comment. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. like home. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. maybe she was just in a bad mood. im sorry.. 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Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he couldve cried on the spot. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? the moment we have all been waiting for. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. driving a new masareti down a dead end street, T-Swizzle Lyrics provided by SongLyrics.com. well i had to have been asking for it, right? 2023 this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. and that's why he's spinning round in my head i know. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. tommy simply just stared at alex. no. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. "you were not asking for it. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. 3. nora you know thats not what i think, i never said that-. Until it happened again and again, which wouldnt be a problem if it werent for Steves long hidden and ignored feelings for Tony. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. as well as all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. The original title of the song is Red. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. 5. tommy congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. yeah, he spat out. do you want me to feel bad? he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. This work could have adult content. About the project, but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. was he crying? Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. 4. liam Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. Summary: . 95 guests alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. ill do it for you.. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. he couldve cried on the spot. tell myself its time now i would have never wanted you to feel like this. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. to everyone else hewassingle. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. he met her eyes, scared and tearful, but she did not hold his gaze. Please consider turning it on! he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. Work Search: tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. The stairs less than 5 minutes to stay here and you are going to talk to in... 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